another random stories-_-

YAKKKSSS, ga bener bgt ini benerbener ga bener bgt-_- Setres sumpah sama pelajaran MTK dan selamanya gue akan teramatsangat membenci pelajaran ma-te-ma-ti-ka. Fakmen, dendam kusumat bgt gue atas dasar nama "itung-itungan" dan "logika". Wtf bgt sama yg namanya Trigonometri, Sin Cos Tan. Sumpahya demiapapun, gue stress stadium gelora bungkarno (-_-) gara-gara tadi disuruh maju ngerjain soal dipapan tulis. Apaancoba kan gue ga ngerti sama sekali dengan banyaknya tulisan-tulisan keramat toge melingker-melingker begitu-_- Rasanya itu mendingan gue dikejar-kejar sama Zombie disebuah pulau yg ga ada orangnya samasekali terus terperangkap didalem gedung yg gelap bgt dan penerangannya cuma dari sebatang korek api, daripada gue disuruh ngerjain 1 soal matematika yg emang pada dasarnya itu fak bgt.................GAKDENG, GAK ADA YG MENDING DUADUANYA HAHAHA-____- Well.....Trigonometri tetep jadi hal ter-sucks didalem otak kiri gue skrg....APA GUNA TERPENTING PELAJARAN INI BUAT HIDUP GUE???? T_T Buat ngitungin apaan coba gue belajar beginian?! Apakah gue harus ngitungin berapa diameter lobang di Bulan ditambah jarak yg ditempuh dari bumi keluar angkasa dikurang berapa lama waktu yg dibutuhin buat menghitung gaya gravitasi? mampuskan. Gimana kalo cita-cita gue beneran mau jadi tukang tattoo? Apakah gue harus ngitungin berapa Sin Cos Tan sebuah jarum tattoo yg akan ditusukkan pada sebuah permukaan kulit? that's totally suxxxx men!!! T_T Itu bener-bener gak guna buat kehidupan relita gue, yg ada cuma bikin otak gue berasep...-_- tapi yaudahlahya yg penting besok itu libur.........LIBUR!!!!! yeaaaay!! \=D/ Akhirnya loh....akhirnya! Rajin-rajin ajadehya pemilu biar libur terus-_- yupsss ngomong2 soal pemilu, gue jadi inget si Indrawantohalimperdanakusuma sesepuh kita yg seneng bgt pamer kalo misalkan dia udah bisa ikutan coblos coblos, hahhh sesepuh sesepuh...-_- Anyway, ngomongin tentang pemilu juga pasti ga bakalan jauh2 sama yg namanya konflik, dan gue rasa emang pasti bakalan selalu ada konflik diantara itu semua. Dari yg Foke bilang "mau milih Jokowi? bangun aja sana di Solo." sampe masalah gadibolehinnya pake baju kotak2 pas lagi sidang.........itu makin suxxx-_- Ya semoga ajasih siapapun Gubernur-nya Jakarta nanti, itu bakalan bisa bikin Jakarta makin maju, yg jelas sih harus bgt wajib bisa nanganin yg namanya udah jadi "ciri khas" Jakarta, yups banjir sama macet. Meskipun kayanya itu mustahil bgt, tapi pastilah ada cara buat nanganin itu semua. Dan semoga ajasih Gubernur-nya kali ini jauh dari kata "korupsi"! yak itu wajib bgt kayanya. Yaaaa pokoknya bisa bikin Jakarta jadi lebih baik lagideh yaaa aminaminamin =D!
Ohya kayanya kali ini gue mulai lagi pengen bgt buat di tattoo....oh God. Seandainya tattoo itu dihalalkan, seandinya ditattoo permanent itu ga sakit, seandinya itu ga mahal.....gue udah tattoan pasti sekarang! T_T Gara2 sering gambar2 ditangan pake henna, spidol, pulpen atau apapun yg bisa buat gambar ditangan, banyak yg nyaranin daripada gue jadi Astronot mending gue jadi tukang tattoo.....sikampret kan emang gue cita2 gue begitu amat-_- Mungkin itu akan menjadi kerja sampingan gue kalo gue udah jadi seorang Astronot.....aminaminamin yaAllah amin yarabbalalamin!!!>.< Kan keren kalo punya usaha tattoo sendiri, meskipun secara ga langsung gue menjerumuskan orang buat masuk neraka-____- AH kenapasih kayanya gue suka bgt sama sesuatu yg justru diharam-kan, yg gak tattoo lah, yg anjing lah, duhhh! kenapa sesuatu yg haram itu harus menggoda iman??! dasar setan nih emang T_T gpp gpp....selagi masih ada stok henna dirumah, everything will be okay :------) hmm..... as always, gue gatau gimana harus mengakhiri sebuah post-an, selalu aja berakhir dengan random dan ngatung-_- maapyak kata Kakak 'slank', damai B-) Ohya! Btw, makasih banyak loh masih tetep rela baca sampe sini meskipun kalian tau ini random bgt HAHAHA ;;) Well, Keep dreaming and don't forget to reach it, dreamer! ;-} lovelove, Bebob♥

#np That's The Way It Is.

Ayay! Sekarang gue lagi suka bgt dengerin lagunya Celine dion yg That's The Way It Is. Omaigaaat, this song is too awesome! Apalagi yg nyanyiin ibu cantik yg satu ini, she's one of my favorites singer. Liriknya juga lagi 'ehm' bgt buat gue ahaha. Hope you guys want to download and hear this lovely music....And here's the lyrics, enjoy! ;-)

I can read your mind and I know your story
I see what you’re going through
It’s an uphill climb, and I’m feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Don’t surrender ’cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there’s no easy way out
When you’re ready to go and your heart’s left in doubt
Don’t give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that’s the way it is

When you question me for a simple answer
I don’t know what to say, no
But it’s plain to see, if you stick together
You’re gonna find a way, yeah

So don’t surrender ’cause you can win
In this thing called love
When you want it the most there’s no easy way out
When you’re ready to go and your heart’s left in doubt
Don’t give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that’s the way it is

When life is empty with no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby, don’t worry, forget your sorrow
’Cause love’s gonna conquer it all, all
When you want it the most there’s no easy way out
When you’re ready to go and your heart’s left in doubt
Don’t give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that’s the way it is
When you want it the most there’s no easy way out
When you’re ready to go and your heart’s left in doubt
Don’t give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that’s the way it is

That’s the way it is
That’s the way it is, babe
Don’t give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that’s the way it is.

"When you want it the most there's no easy way out, when you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt. Don't give up on your faith, love comes to those who believe it. And that's the way it is.."

I want a boy who...

I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall or in the crowded places and make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old PlayStation games and then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. Someone who I could lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other and squirt water guns at each other in the house. But mostly, someone who would be my best friend and would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile. ♥:-)

The Best Thing I Never Knew I Needed.

Well, friends? It'll be a never ending stories if we're telling about that. Friends, it's not a thing. I mean, hey what's on your mind if you're talking about friends? Is it different with a 'best friends'? well, that's the big question. The point is, you can have soooo many much friends, but for finding a best friends, it's such a big deal. Best friends, it's like '1001'. It's just like they're limited edition for someone. Well, I will begin this topic with my true story like usual.
Ummm... Hey my name is Benazia Arsyi Syafira. I'm 15 and I'm so thankful because God give me a lot of lovely people on my own atmosphere. Well sounds like my life is full of something that myself doesn't even know what's the problem of my life. That's why God gives me a family who used to be loving me with all they hearts for the rest of my life. But, will you live for the rest of your life just only with your family? Hm, i guess no. Cause, what's the purpose of your life when you have no friends to live with. To share a lot of things. To spend your boring time with. To do everything with. That what friends used to be, right? But....it seems like, I'm not the type of a person who really like social.
Jujur, waktu pas SD gue bukan tipe orang yg suka bergaul, ansos bgtdeh. Kalo mau kenalan sama orang pokoknya harus orang itu duluan yg negor, barudeh lama kelamaan bisa ngobrol. Bukannya sombong apa gimana, tapi ya gitulah gue. Susah bgt kayanya buat bergaul. Biasalah emang bukan anak gaul-_- Tapi seriusdeh, dulu gue masih ga terlalu ngerti sama masalah sebuah 'pertemanan'. Yup, sukur2 alhamdulillah pas kelas 6 mulaideh bisa bergaul dan alhamdulillah bgt bisa banyak yg kenal. Mulaideh masuk SMP, niatannya sih pengen ngerubah dan mau cari temen sebanyak2nya. And there is it, that's the first time when i met my best friends that i used to called it with my first best friends ever! That's the first time when i met Lisa Pricilla Sianturi, or we usually call her with Lijek. Yaps. I love her so fckn! Pas awal kelas 1 sih emang gue belom kenal dia banget, yah biasalah gamau kenalan duluan-_- Akhirnya pas kelas 2 nih, dia kenal gue dan masalahnnya gue masih belom tau dia itu siapa (-_-v) And finally, we are being so close because of Science lesson. Yap. Awalnya masih temen kelas biasa, tapi lama kelamaan jadi duduk barengan. Dan, mungkin kita sama2 ngerasa punya banyak kesamaan. Day by day, we are being more more more close. Till we are being K-Samoco. Yap, my first gank. hahaha sounds so funny but my past make me who i am today. Seriusdeh, masalalu itu sebenernya ga seburuk apa yg film2 bilang. Ga semua masalalu itu pait. Dan ga semua masalalu itu pedih buat dikenang. Well, at least your past will bring a lot of happiness, right? Yasih, emang gabaik kalo selalu nginget2 masalalu, yg lalu biarlah berlalu.. Yap, setelah ikutan K-Samoco dan blablabla, i finally found my real best friend.... yap, she is. she is my best friends. and i love her so bad. Kenapa gue bisa bilang dia sahabat gue? karena, kita punya banyak kesamaan dan.... ya as the person who know her most, awalnya dia itu bagaikan wanita kelakilakian, bgt malahan. Dia selalu ngelindungin gue dengan gayanya yg preman parah. Kita sama2 teledor, pelupa, sama2 gasuka sayur, bedanya dia lebih brutal dan gue kalem o='3 tiaphari kita bbman, dari hal yg penting sampe ga penting bgt pasti kita kasih tau..... But then..... awal masuk SMA sih masih yaaa kabar2an lah, tapi makin kesini gue makin ngerasa kita jauh. Bukan, bukan sekolahnya yg jauh. Tapi kita nya..... Now, she's became a 'real girl' yeah you know, hot pants, softlens, powder, lipstick, and whatever is all the girls thing. Now she is wearing all of that..... What would i say? I'm so happy!!!! yeah seriously, seeing my best friends changing to positive side? that's a brilliant idea! right? of course. I don't know how to explain this but, I feel so wonderful when we are together, she always make me alive. gak, gak lebay. I miss her so much, so fucking much. =""( She used to be here when i feel so fucking random, sad, happy, or whatever. She used to be here!!!! ="((( How could i tell her....... But, day by day has passed and i just enjoyed my life everyday. Now I'm in my 3rd gank. don't know how to tell this, it's such a long stories. Met sooo many kind of person, i called them my friends :"---) Such a wonderful friends, but in there..... You know, i'm the only one girl in there. And the rest of it, just a lot of amazing guy hahaha. Seriously, they're handsome and so charming. They bring me a lot of happiness, especially Rafi, Puri and Aldut. ya knooow haha, these three guys, bring me a lot of something that i can't even explain this. Love, Laugh, Cry, Sad, Happiness, and so many more feelings that just....making me grow grow grow day by day, we called ourselfs by 4 sekawan! yeaay! =D they just like my real brothers. I love them, so damn in love with them. no, i wouldn't can explain it. i just love them so much...... Btw, hey now i'm grade 2 in senior high school. I bet no one will guess it-_- In here, yap, in this senior high school, i met a loooot of kind person, so thankful they're a girl hahaha. Yeah, i'm in love with them. I used to called it, my 'wecewece' hahaha sounds funny. At first, yeah my habit, gue masih seorang anak kalem dan gatau apa2 hahaha, but about 3 months later, gue mulai kenal siapa mereka sebenernya. Renata Punina, Fatin Dwi Saputri, Anisa Arandini, Albarru Rhezy Prima Sejati, Selly Nuraida, Raina Fitri, and Galatia Adella. Just call them Punina, Qutih, Cajoon, Ejik, Selik, Rahinah, and Dellaw. I know i know that's just a weirdos names, but that's a lovely nickname that we used to call them with hahaha. You never know and i never ever can explain how much i love these girls. Funny, soooo funny, i'm glad i found them. Thanks God, i'm so thankful you bring me those 7 angels. And the rest of it, i just met another funny guys in my first journey in high school, XMM3, i love you guys!!<3<3<3

Well, mungkin gue bakal sedikit lebih banyak ngebahas tentang 4sekawan kali ini. Wait, "sedikit lebih banyak"........(mind=blown) -_____- Yeah, em-pat-se-ka-wan! Julian Reynaldo, Hanif Bagaskara & Rafiardi Wahidyan H. I called them Aldut, Purihskih, and Rafi. Well, these three boys. Nope, they aren't a boys, they're a man who protect me, always. Mereka layaknya abang gue, justru gue rasa mereka lebih dari sekedar Abang Autis. Mereka udah gue anggep kaya abang kandung gue sendiri. I don't know how to tell them how much i love them. Words never ever-ever can describe how much i love them. never. They just like, like my new world, my new dreams, my everything.....No, no, seriously, ini gak lebay. Karena lo tau? gue nemuin arti kata "sahabat" yg sesungguhnya dari diri mereka masing2. God brings me a miracles, may life be so damn unfair but i always believe that God always do the fairest thing for me and for the rest of my life... This 3 man, they always know what i needed the most. They're different. When i feel so damn random, when i feel so fuckin sad, they're just like my reaaaaaaaaal moodbooster i ever have! Every Saturday night is the best time to spend it with them, adventuring, hang out or whatever we supposed to do. Sharing all the weirdos story thing, let them hear my fuckin' absurd voice when they're playing One Direction's songs, and the special thing that not everyone can have is, they just let me be myself.....That's the most important things about "bestfriends" yap, let me be myself. And, they just accept who's the real i am. that's-the-most-important-thing... Always get home lately, and make that night is the best night ever. I don't know how to thank them. It feels like I never good enough for them when they're be the most important thing to my life and they just always be the perfect persons in my life....I will never be good enough for them.... God, if Aldut, Puri and Rafi read this post right now, I just want to tell them, "Hey you my 3 special man, I'm so thankful cause God brought you guys into my life. Thankyou for always be there when everything sucks. Thanks for being the most important human in my life. Thankyou so much for always take care of me. So thanks for always be there to hear my random story. Thanks because of you guys i learn how to grow up day by day for solving all my fuckin' problem. Thankyou so damn much for all your patiently to be in here with me....Sorry for being so damn annoying. Sorry for being an unperfect kids even if i know nobody's perfect. So sorry for always make you guys disappointed because of me.... I never want to make all of you be disappointed because of me, i'm so sorry =( I just don't want to lose you guys, i just don't want that things happen to me. It feels like if i lose you all, what's the purpose of my life? I don't have any reason to live anymore, rite? ="( I love you guys more than Tommy love Reptar, Zombies love blood and human's meat, Hitler love his mustache and leadership. More-than-anything-i-ever-loved. I-LOVVEEEE-YOU-GUYS-SO-FUCKIN-MUCCCH!!!!" Just let them know how much i love&miss them so much yaAllaaah, tell them i don't ever want to lose them. I miss how close we are. I miss telling them my random stories. I miss laughing with them. I miss being so innocent when they just start talking thing i don't even know. I don't want they changed into someone i don't even know anymore....please God just don't let it happen i'm begging you ="""( yeahyeah ok, hah. If only they will read this.................nothing is impossible right? ;"}

September!

HAAAAI, sudah lama semenjak negara api menyerang gue tidak ngepost........-_- Dan ga kerasa bgt sekarang udah masuk awal bulan September aja. Perasaan baru kemaren lebaran-_- YUPS! like usual, soooo many wish i would like to make it happen. Ya semoga aja September ini bisa jadi bulan yg terbaik dan lebih baik lagi daripada bulan-bulan sebelumnya yg bener2 'rrrgh' pokoknya. Btw, kali ini gue lagi mencoba-coba usaha Online Shop sama Kakak Pertama. Mayandah daripadah ga ada kerjaan kan mending iseng-iseng siapatau berhadiah o=") yg mungkin biasanya gue yg selalu menghabiskan uang buat beli ini beli itu dari Online Shop, gue rasa ga ada salahnya kali ini orang-orang yg beli ini beli itu di gue hahaha. Our Online Shop's name is Bicill's Shop. Nope, not 'Bencil'. Banyak orang yg ngira Bicill itu gara-gara Bencil, padahal Bicill itu kepanjangan dari Billa Bencil. Yups, me and my sis's name. dan kenapa 'L' nya itu harus ada dua........gue juga gatau kenapa soalnya itu ulah Kakak Pertama-___- So, jangan lupa ya para ladies buat belanjabelanji di Online Shop gue dan Kakak Pertama, untuk koleksi dan foto-foto lengkap bisa langsung add FB kita -> http://facebook.com/bicillsshoppa !;-) HAHAHA gapapalah ya promosi dikit siapa tau banyak yg minat aminaminamin ;p
Anyway, mungkin harapan terbesar gue buat bulan ini dan bulan depan adalah, semoga diizinin ke Pulau Seribu bareng anak2 xmm3! AMIIIINNN!!! yoohoooo, jadi rencana ini emang udah kita rencanain dari lamaaaa banget. dan mungkin baru pada serius sekarang2 ini. Awalnya rencananya mau bulan ini tgl 21, jadi ngambil hari jum'at aja kan lumayan kalo 2hari 1malem, jadi masih ada hari minggu buat istirahat. Tapi jadinya mungkin bulan depan supaya semua anak2nya pada minta izin dulu sama orangtua masing2......yeah, ga jauh2 udeh kalo masalah izin orangtua. Adolf Hitler dan Ibu Negara. 2hal tersulit didunia buat dimintain izinnya. HAH minta izin sama mereka itu bagaikan minta izin gelar konser metal di Istana Presiden. Susah bangeeettt!!! T___T and sounds so impossible. Apalagi skrg gue izinnya nginep di sebuah pulau bersama teman2. Mereka pasti bakalan berfikiran gue ini masih bocah dan........bocah. T_T waktu itu sih udah sempet izin sama Adolf Hitler. Gue bilang, "Ayah, aku boleh gak ke Pulau Seribu sama temen2 1kelas aku?" and he is answer with, "Ah ngapain kesana? dengan siapa? kapan? disana kan serem, kamu ga takut?" "bersenang2, sama temen2 aku, masih gatau kapan. Ngapain takut, emang disana ada apaan?" "kan disana angker, banyak hantunya. hiiii" "Ah Ayah mah penakut, makanya jangan kebanyakan nonton film horror Yah!" "Ih kamu tuh yg suka nonton film horror." "Ih akusih emang sering nonton, tapikan ga takut kaya Ayah..."......kemudian hening....argh it's always happening. Disaat gue sudah memenangkan perdebatan singkat itu, kemudian pasti dianya hening, mau ditanyain lagi dan pasti jawabannya "yaudahlah Dek, kan masih bulan depan ini. Berarti Ayah jawabnya pas udah bulan depan aja. Sekarang pikir2 dulu." AAAAH DIA MIKIR TERLALU LAMAAA T______T nunggu jawaban izin dari dia tuh bagaikan nungguin surat kelulusan taugak, setreeesssss-___- Belom lagi kalo pada akhirnya dia ngizinin gue karena terpaksa, that's truly the sucks thing in life.. Daaaan ya, semoga ajasih jadi bisa berlibur bersama anak2 rokes mm3, aminnnn yarrabbalalamin!!!!!!! o=D
Btw, bener2 ga kerasa bgt besok udah hari jum'at lagi aja. Thanks God, tomorrow is friday. Cepet bgt rasanya semua berlalu. eaaaa. Well, have a nice weekend fellas! Enjoy your daaay♥